oh-em-gee

so its been a while, oh yeahhh.. a long time!

well how is life you ask?
pretty damn hectic.
work and school, and occasionally friends.
but besides all the stress, the main thing that helped me out was incubus. i gotta say, while running throughout queens and long island for work and school.. incubus is like my personal little bohemia in a box.

but oh my life has changed. new guys, new perspectives.. new way of thinking.

i swear my times have changed.
i still love my life, even though i might not always love the people in it.

me and my lovely girls are trying to find a place together so we dont have to deal with anyone else, just us. && that is a day i am excited about. i tell you that much, truthfully.

boys are fun, its been very interesting learning how to tinker and trick boys and wrap them around your finger. . . as i've heard plenty of times in my life.. "women do rule the world, we just like to make men think they do.."

i will try to post more, but i mean.. what can i say, its been a while. and im a busy bee right about now.

a series of not-so unfortunate events, part deux

After the first post, I had to wait. . .. like 2&1/2 hours, to get half a bottle of bacardi limon. and the thing is, i realized that my money that i put in was technically not even worth $15. . but i dont care... but i didnt get to drink there, i had to go back to my hood. So, that was the end. I got my drank and bounceddd.

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a series of not-so unfortunate events...

'ello!
well today is officially the last friday of my FRESHMAN YEAR in college! So, this is definitely a reason to party!
First, I took my last final in philosophy and it wasn't as bad as I thought. I just hope I passed enough to raise my grade. Well I don't want to talk about coursework.. . Today, I sold my text book and got $30 in return-- which totally will fund my alcohol!  YUESS! Well, anyway I put in on a bottle and... we run into a problem. The liquor store near the campus that doesnt ID was SHUTDOWN! Plese a moment of silence for the store that gave me and many others the nights that they loved, regretted and sometimes can't remember... *SILENCE*

So, we all frantically looking for new ways to get booze, we found another place...and lets see how it goes?! Until then, you know you love me. .. XOXO TalyaAnarchy. (lol, i totally love this little signature thingyy! )
Oh, time to listen to some ASHER ROTH! -- I love college!
And we are planning to do it all tonight. GO BIG OR GO HOME!!!

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omg, taylor fuckin momsen!

well, this is something new to me && i completely love it!
anyone who is important knows taylor momsen, as the cute yet feisty little j. (from gossip girl, yes!) anyway, she is the lead front in a band! which is amazing. they are called the pretty reckless... now, i havent found much from them exactly except maybe a few youtube streams... but they are completely kick ass...

here she is, known as this gossip girl character with a badass vibe, she sounds like a courtney love (in the HOLE days.. which was pretty fuckin good...) but with the swag and looks of Blondie. (yes! debbie fuckin harry.) i love it.. and how cool is that, she is just like two of my favorite female lead bands... i love it.


so, check her out.. and support her 100%.
(she is officially added on my new player up top!- take a listen!)

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Blog happy..

So, with the new look... which I actually like, I decided to attempt again to start again... (whatever!?) lets see how this works.. so a lot of things are on my mind right now... lets list them.
1- finals! Ahh! this is finals week and I am trying to get back in the game.. today i had a final in history of society & the global emergence.. which was a cake ride, it was all about totalitarianism and how it affects everything... blah blah blah, i will miss my professor though, he was awesome..
2- move out! Yuess! I am moving out of my dorm and back to the old neighborhood. This will be interesting only because summer is here, and what am i expected to do? This means i will have to run into these old 'friends' and pointless 'enemies' all for what? to wish i was back in the city?! HELL YEAH! well, i guess i will have to deal.
3- My relationship status?! Ahh! its depressing... im still alone, how would that look to all the kiddies back home? i mean, i know i can think of reasons . . and trust me, there is a list of reasons alone. but it only sucks when my besties all have boy toys and im unfortunately alone. cruel cruel world.
4- swag up? hm, what should i do? im thinking about getting my style back up to the goodness of city chic, only because i am starting to fit and love this lifestyle much better. and besides, change is bound to happen so all i can do is welcome it with open minds, arms and heart.
5- employment?! do you know how hard it is to find a summer job on such short notice, this means to get placed in a decent job setting, i will have to go to a TEMP AGENCY and they could help me out. ppffeww~ i hope this works, but i will still miss my jobs that have given me such fun times... (tear* B&N and HH)

so yeah, i think that is on my mind right now... and i will also post up a where in the world!? yuess! a new blog entry that i just thought of as i am typing this entry now.. this should be interesting. and i know just who to write about... well, until then....

*you know you love me, XOXO talyaanarchy..*

^ haha, gossipgirl . . i totally copied that, but i like... :)

Woah, a new look is needed.

So, i finally get back on this blog after like forever and a half years. And i realized its kinda dull, and especially dark. So i think its time for some change. It wouldn't hurt.

A little recap on life.

Lets get this straight--

Being in college has to be the greatest thing going for me right now. I cannot say anything negative about it... even my early schedule is okay. Right now, drama is a very small thing, its not something i really have time to worry about. But, i recently learned that one of my friends has the same emotional attraction to this guy, as i do. Point blank, i like the guy a lot, and so does she. It was actually really weird how i found this out, but i dont hold her accountable.

It actually was told to me, when she pulled me aside and asked me to help her "catch" the guy. Of course i told her, i couldnt do that--and it didnt feel right because of my attration toward him. Of course she understood, and yet i still think that she holds it against me. The thing is i know how she is about guys, not saying she is a whore or anything, because i dont believe she is. It's just that i think she doesnt actually feel serious for someone. I also think that she might believe i am too slow in my method of trying to attract him towards me, but i am a very traditional girl. Which may be my own fault at some times in my life. But nonetheless, I always try to maintain a positive friendship with someone of the opposite sex first,before i try and up the levels a bit. (if you know what i mean).

But, what is weird, is that i am still not sure if it is actual love i feel. So as for now i am calling it an 'attraction'. But that still doesnt even justify my feelings correctly in words. I know that when he is with me, i get butterflies.. i shake a bit, and i fidget. But he makes me so happy, as if everything is fine. (well, if he isnt picking on me then all is well.) We joke about everything, yet when something serious happens --he knows exactly what to say to me.. even if he says nothing at all. With him i feel like i dont have to put up a front, act like i have to be something that i truly am not. As, if he doesnt care. But all i know is that, even though i will beat myself up in the future if i take the safe route throughout this whole thing, its just that--i would rather have it never change, than have him never utter a word to me ever again. So for now, our friendship will remain a friendship.

My roommates believe otherwise, they think that i should put everything on the line, for a feeling. An urge. When truthfully its your mind releasing different chemicals inside your brain to make you feel the way you do. Love? Attraction? Enzymes? No one knows, but how can i base what could be an amazing time in my life, with a simple chemical reaction that could happen with anyone else?!

But one of my roommates, Sofia... who i love dearly, said that maybe i feel this way, and block all this out simply because of my negative experiences with love. What she said, cut a deep wound in my ego, which still may need stitches.. but it made sense. Ever since 'TheOne' I havent went into any other possible relationships, or even allow myself to try again. And, as depressing as it may sound -- that was most likely the cause of me NOT being a romantic.

So those two senarios are mainly what is buzzing through my head, also with the minor fact that i have a japanese quiz on monday... But that's besides the point.

[My beloved...It's all right, you're not lonely, now
Just when you're lonely, I'm lonely too?]

itoshii hito ~ Miyavi-sama